The last day you loved.

Will today be the last day you drink your beer,
the last day you search our rooms frantically looking for just that one sip of alcohol...
the last day you see your family ,
the last day you make me worried sick
for you do not know what you are doing,
you deny you have a problem,
but it is clear to me and everyone else.

Will today be the day I loose my brother, and my friend?

Will you drink too much,
or drive,
how about a fight?
Will you think your unstoppable?
How about your problems ,
Will they cause you to do something stupid?
How much will you regret it all?
Will I be the one to find you?
How will I live without you?


I hope today will not be your last day.
For you do not understand the love I have for you....

I cannot believe

Almost everything you told me was a lie.

I thought I could trust you.

FEMMINISM .

does not mean woman beliving they are superior to men. Pride is not a advocate of equality.
I will tell you what it does mean though, femminism is not limited to one definition, nor can it be classified under one category.

The womans soul is a complicated little thing. It does not exist physically but is highly present emotionally. Every thought and action passes the mind and the soul, the mind thinks logically while the soul thinks conscioulsy. What im trying to get at is when a woman has respect for her soul she understands right from wrong. Right being everything that betters a woman and promotes success. Wrong being everything that is disrespectful to a woman or degrading in anyway. Being a femminist just means you want to be a sucessful woman. When you let men call you a bitch, or show off your body to just anyone, when you partake in promiscuous acts and mislead men, you are not respecting yourself or your soul.
You are not born a slut, you are taught it, and it can be untaught.

Social roles play a huge play in this theory, main objective is not to set goals as a mans woman, set goals independantly. There is no need to rely on the presence of man to reach a point of happiness. Get a good education and support yourself girl !

Another point is that woman in other countries do not have as much say as we do in the western world, we need to support woman all over the world for they do not understand what its like to have a education, to choose who they want to love , to work for thier own money , to feel hapiness. Freedom is a right, they should have the freedom to choose.

Feeling like you have acomplished something in life as a woman, or a man with too much estrogen ;) is what being a feminist is all about.

be strong, set goals, succeed, be proud of who and what you are becuase at the end of the day it's all your choice.

femminism<3 ftw.

Je veux ton amou

translated to I WANT YOUR LOVE ,

I am so deeply in love with a boy named Joey Jaworski ,

he means the world to me and so much more ,

I actually believe I found my one and only soul mate,




I Emily, take you Joey to be my husband, my partner in life and my one true love. I will cherish our union and love you more each day than I did the day before. I will trust you and respect you, laugh with you and cry with you, loving you faithfully through good times and bad, regardless of the obstacles we may face together. I give you my hand, my heart, and my love, from this day forward for as long as we both shall live.


kocham cie , tak bardzo !



my past relationships seem like a joke now, misstreated, cheated on , emotionally thrown away, but it doesn't matter anymore i have you for the rest of my life.


well the truth is, you had me at hello. Even while I was in a realtionship with another, you still stood out to me, funny how life works out, who would have known that one kiss on jamies kitchen floor could lead to such a beautiful thing.I cherish ever moment we spend together!


nothing seems to matter when I'm holding you, you take my breath away. I still get butterflies everytime I see you.



oh man oh man

you mean so much to me !!!!<3<3<3

Lets go way back .....

Am I supposed to put my life on hold because you don't know how to act and you don't know where your life is going.Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?


You will be working at mcdonalds for the rest of your life... so enjoi!



"Cut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of you
I know you like the long 'do,
had to switch my attitude up"

I know this sounds a bit odd but because of you, I am a changed person. My out look on life changed, and so did my hair. lol ya it sounds dumb, but it makes sense to me. I feel so much better about myself.



everything you told me I wasn't, I am now.

you are sooo 2008!






<333

I feel like

everything i've cared for is leaving me to lack of time.

I have no time for even myself, life revolves around school, work, and homework.

I want to try my best at everything and I get caught up in it all.

(Hence the reason this blog hasn't been updated in ages!)

anyways, I miss my family, my friends, and my social life.

Im losing it all.

I love you and I miss you.

LISTEN UP GIRLZZZZ!

I've been looking around Windsor lately, and I see NOTHING!!! Girls with out goals, girls with no respect for anyone, or themselves!These are the girls who wander from group to group, HOPING to feel like they are apart of something.
But those groups leave you, your boyfriend ditches you , and hoenstly, nobody gives a fuck. What are you left with?
YOURSELF.
sorry ladies, stop being so common and so cheap!!!!!!!!



You need to start believing in yourself,
YOU are the one who is always gonna be with yourself .
not cho man!!!!!or even your friends!

be real to yourself,
you go around in big heals and little mini skirts,
but you dont even know who u are!
The lies, the shit talking, is all part of your barbie plastic plan,
WHICH BTW is pure scum of the earth.

I love when i see gurls who are comfortable with what ever, easy going gurls, girls with OPINONS! girls with AMBITION!
self control and SELF RESPECT.
unfortunatly, theres not many.

Go out and make a difference,
your worth it ,
and you can be proud of who you are and what you've done.