xxx

naw im not straightedge, but to tell you the truth drugs and alcohol aren't my bag of chips.I've decided im going to stay away from all of it for a pretty long time, I really see no point in putting toxic into my body, and making myself look foolish infront of people.

-It also has to do with self respect. I'm tired of seeing girls with so much potiential throw everything away. Get drunk every weekend, and fuck a buncha guys, lets see where it gets you :)

-Being drunk is not a excuse. Don't drink to run away from your problems, because they come back when your sober.

"HI, I KILLED 45 PEOPLE"
"omg ! thats terrible!"
" BUT DON'T WORRY I WAS DRUNK!"
"oh in that case what ever, no biggie."

- "Oh my god! im sooo drunkk lolzzz" she says as she trips over herself and spills her drink.
You don't always need to be the joke.
Maybe one weekend you can try being yourself, instead of a alcoholic beverage.

You can honestly make fun of me as much as you want for trying to live a healthy life, and do something productive. I know it may not be the cool thing to do , or what everyone else is doing, but it's my decision. Im not gonna bash you from drinking, but if your over doing it, and your a friend of mine, you'll hear from me.

-I'm also tired of seeing the guy I used to call my best friend and look up to, drink his life away. I miss my brother, things just aren't the same with him like this. I don't want to wake up to him dead one day, without spending a day with him the way he used to be, when he was my brother.
I haven't given up on you, and I never will.

When drugs have touched your life the way they have mine, it's not fun and games anymore.


PURE-
by not drinking,
by not smoking,
by not being a whore,
by being armed with a mind.

a few days without

being able to write down how I feel blows.

-first of all, I will miss Jamie so much, finally I meet someone who is basically my other half, and with just my luck she is getting taken away from me. I never knew i could trust someone so much, and actually love someone this much, ya it sounds like im married or some shit. She means so much to me , it really hurts me to see her go.
" If you can wait till I get home, then I swear to you that we can make this last, if you can wait till I get home, then I swear come tommorow this will all be in our past, well it might be for the best".I just feel complete when your by my side".-ADTR.
But really , move back to Windsor, I need you.

-Someone has caught my attention<3333. Im excited to see where this goes, hopefully its not a another guy who will stand me up every weekend, But then again, I like that a lot, remember?.... :/ haha

- This week is gonna blow assshole. Since Jamie is leaving I decided to keep as busy as possible and i took every shift at work for the week monday-thursday and saturday. cool..
I haver plans for friday , now just the weekend?


- I need to figure out whats going on with a certain friend of mine, he's been acting a bit strange lately,


I like being laughed at after I tell someone my feelings. It sucks but im glad I have you as such a great friend.


I dyed my hair red, and its literally hell red. Im redying tonite. :l

The day I made a blog

Jamie you asshole,
I decided I actually wanted a blog.
for all the times I made fun of you for having one,
I apologize.

wubz you.


On a different note, I guess I was just tired of forgeting what I thought about, or did.
nobody writes anything down anymore, well like we used to. Its 2009. Gatta stay modern!

-marchbreak
- jamies
-mall with jamie and adam
-blah blah blah ,

recap on the weekend
OH YA , I was stood up, really fun weekend for sure :/
andd thats basically it,

note to self: you have bad luck with guys.
GIVE UP !!!!


From now on, this is what I will look like when I write my "blogs"