a few days without

being able to write down how I feel blows.

-first of all, I will miss Jamie so much, finally I meet someone who is basically my other half, and with just my luck she is getting taken away from me. I never knew i could trust someone so much, and actually love someone this much, ya it sounds like im married or some shit. She means so much to me , it really hurts me to see her go.
" If you can wait till I get home, then I swear to you that we can make this last, if you can wait till I get home, then I swear come tommorow this will all be in our past, well it might be for the best".I just feel complete when your by my side".-ADTR.
But really , move back to Windsor, I need you.

-Someone has caught my attention<3333. Im excited to see where this goes, hopefully its not a another guy who will stand me up every weekend, But then again, I like that a lot, remember?.... :/ haha

- This week is gonna blow assshole. Since Jamie is leaving I decided to keep as busy as possible and i took every shift at work for the week monday-thursday and saturday. cool..
I haver plans for friday , now just the weekend?


- I need to figure out whats going on with a certain friend of mine, he's been acting a bit strange lately,


I like being laughed at after I tell someone my feelings. It sucks but im glad I have you as such a great friend.


I dyed my hair red, and its literally hell red. Im redying tonite. :l