The last day you loved.

Will today be the last day you drink your beer,
the last day you search our rooms frantically looking for just that one sip of alcohol...
the last day you see your family ,
the last day you make me worried sick
for you do not know what you are doing,
you deny you have a problem,
but it is clear to me and everyone else.

Will today be the day I loose my brother, and my friend?

Will you drink too much,
or drive,
how about a fight?
Will you think your unstoppable?
How about your problems ,
Will they cause you to do something stupid?
How much will you regret it all?
Will I be the one to find you?
How will I live without you?


I hope today will not be your last day.
For you do not understand the love I have for you....